Transcript of 아내에게 쌍욕하던 무당 아버지를 향한 하나님의 결정적 한마디ㅣ간증 박예원ㅣ하늘숲교회ㅣ2024 11 24

Hello, this is Park Ye-won from Leader Moon Su-ho's cell. I hope that my testimony today will be a testimony that hides my true self behind the cross and reveals only God. I was born as the eldest grandson of a 7th-generation jonggat family living in a clan village in Seocheon, Chungcheong-do. My grandfather was the eldest person in our village. He is a wealthy man, and I have watched him since he was young . My father was born with a visual impairment, so he was blind, but that was not the case. [Music] Not when the thieves came, but as the days passed when I came to see John, who was a man who suffered a lot from destruction, the days increased and I couldn't even cry because I was afraid I would get beaten if I tried. One day, I put a bag of blue rat poison in the kettle. There was a time when I tried to take and drink something that my mother was handing to me so that we could die together. I had lived a life where I was used to being beaten by my father from a very young age. My father lifted me up with one hand and lifted me up. He threw me and made me fall, and I still haven't been able to get up for a while. I was fighting. My father took off his clothes in the middle of winter, tied his arms to his neck , and untied them. But at that moment, my father came out and said that he had untied me, and lit a bucket with thin ice in the yard. He caught me and kicked me out the front door. Luckily, a neighbor was passing by and saw me freezing to death, so I begged my father for help, so I was able to go home and live. From a young age, if I said a word wrong or cried, I got excessive. Because of that, I stopped talking at all from the time I was in high school. Because of that, I had a hard time speaking until I was in high school, and I couldn't read books properly. And no matter what happened, I didn't shed a tear. When I cried, I got beaten up with everything I could, so naturally my affection dried up and I cried even at the table. As a quiet person, I naturally noticed what people thought and lived with awareness of what people thought. As a young child, I heard many people say that I was raised at an early age. As the eldest son, I started protecting my mother from the time I was treated by my father. I thought it would be better for me to be beaten, so I protected my mother . I started helping my mother in order to give her a little strength. Even before I entered school, I helped my mother by cooking and cleaning. Of course, I obeyed my father's words so as not to be afraid. As I lived a life encroached upon by people's opinions, things like suicide, depression, rebellion, drinking and smoking were things I couldn't even think about. However, the more I was beaten by my father, the more my blackness grew. At home, I pretended to be nice because of my father, but outside, I expressed my anger that I couldn't control. do We went to school. The target of our anger was the so-called gang at school. We grew up being beaten a lot, so we had no fear of being beaten. We practiced Taekwondo and other sports from a young age, so we never had to get beaten even when we fought with our friends. We were abused by our father as weaklings. When I saw the bullies at school bullying other kids, I got uncontrollable anger. When the bullies passed by and bumped into my shoulder, they started hitting me first. When they bullied other kids right in front of me, they hit me. When we met, if we didn't hold on for more than 3 seconds, I would hit them. I stood and protected the children, but as the grades went up, my fights became more and more intense. I even created a risk of losing my teeth and ribs, and spent tens of millions of won in hospital expenses and settlement money. Strangely enough, when my father came back from a fight, he didn't say a word, but agreed to pay the debt, saying it was better than getting beaten. I don't understand. The wrong upbringing that said people who did wrong deserve to be beaten made me more violent. My dream was to be a soldier. I started out as a non-commissioned officer in the Special Forces and became a professional soldier who attended officers' meetings. However, when I became an adult, I faced not physical hardships but financial hardships. My spending wasn't bad, but I always didn't have money. Even though I did n't drink or smoke, I had less money than my peers. Even though I was making a lot of money, people asked me for money whenever they saw me. Do I look cute? But if I lent money, they would always dive in. The amount of money stolen was tens of millions of won. One day in 2008, the entire county There was a time when the biggest fraud case happened and it made the news. Many of my military comrades even committed suicide because of this incident. I also took a loan of 70 million won and invested it, but I lost 70 million won. Nothing worked out . After that, I met my wife and got married. I started out as a dishwasher in Australia and worked my way up to a Japanese chef. I worked three jobs, raised twins, and worked hard to make money for 7 years. But even that ended with the outbreak of the coronavirus, and I ended up in Korea penniless again. I came back. I was living a life where I couldn't do anything. After returning to Korea, my family moved into the company's house that we had difficulty finding. After moving, I naturally looked for a church near my house. However, no matter which church I went to, all the elders were there. There were so many churches, and I decided to go to just one more place, so I came to Hansup Church. It has been a little over 8 months since I started attending Woosup Church at the end of February this year, and there have been many changes in me and my family . The church felt like a short-term, fast-paced faith growth tutoring academy for me. Pastor Kim Ki-seong, the instructor of the tongs, agrees with you. While experiencing two Away and God's Kingdom Seminars and Revival Again Conferences in a short period of time, the prayer topics I had been praying for for 30 years were miraculously fulfilled within 8 months. For the first time, I had a dream, I gained faith, and began to realize the secrets of God's kingdom. Through the Awake training, I realized how much God, who had been with me all my life from my mother's womb, loves me. I woke up and, more than anything, I came to terms with my father, who had always terrified me and my family. It was not something I could deal with. He was a father I thought would never forgive me even if he died. Even as an adult, I was still afraid of my father, and I would never see him even getting angry or cursing at his wife. I don't forgive, but God said that I love my father too. It's not all, but it made me realize that I don't deserve it. How could I hate my father when God loves my father ? Even if not with my heart, with my decision. My father told me all this time And I confessed that I would forgive everything I had done to my family in the name of Jesus. Amen. Then, following the words I spoke, I felt that what had been stuck in my heart was coming out, and my heart became at peace. He gave me the heart to spread the gospel, and gave me courage to overcome my fear. I told my father about Jesus and prayed for him to believe in God and be saved. Surprisingly, God accepted my heart and prayers. My father started going to church in May. Amen [Applause] Until now, I have been living as a shaman and avoiding miscellaneous spirits. It was truly a miracle that the person I served came to believe in God. He even goes to visit the pastor these days. It was the result of praying in obedience to the words of the pastor who told us to believe that we had already received what we dreamed and prayed for. Impossible things that cannot be done through human effort are very easy to God, and prayer helps us do the impossible things that we cannot do through our efforts. I realized that I was asking God with faith. Through prayer, another impossible miracle occurred in my house. The ancestral rites of the head family were a very important ritual. There were 12 ancestral rites a year in my house as well. God told me to stop the idolatry. come into our home He said that he was in charge of being the conduit of blessings . However, if my father, who had been going to church for less than a few months, suddenly asked me to get rid of his death, I began to wonder what would happen if he even miraculously stopped going to the church he used to go to. Still, I prayed for God's Day, which is a miracle . Thank you for your answer. As of Chuseok this year, ancestral rites have completely disappeared from our house. Amen. And instead of ancestral rites, we have worshiped. Amen. Yes, thank you. My father worshiped the hardest and I, humanly, thought he would refuse. I prepared what I would say in preparation for this, but seeing God working well without conflict with the Father made me completely trust in the living and working God. Amen God destroyed the city of Jericho, the city of Jericho, which I had been most warned about, with a single blow. Amen. What is more surprising and joyful? Do you know that my father's anger has completely disappeared. Amen. Just last year, my father used to swear at his daughter-in-law, but now he calls me daughter-in-law and even his tone has completely changed. When we had family gatherings, we always judged each other and never parted ways after getting together in a good mood. My father changed into a different person in an instant, and now I look forward to family gatherings. I am also slowly changing towards my wife. Unlike my sweet and delicate wife, I have been suppressed from an early age by expressing my anger and long speech, so I have never been able to express it to my wife. I spoke politely, and I never once apologized first . My wife was very hurt by me, and she was so tired and depressed that we even talked about divorce. After that retreat, I started saying sorry to my wife for the first time. raising twins I began to see my wife's difficulties. I felt like I wanted to help her. I started doing household chores that I never normally did. I cleaned, did laundry, and cooked. Although I had many shortcomings, I began to change a little. Also, God I learned about God's rooms through Jeong Jeong's high school. Gaei Ram My family's monthly living expenses were 300,000 won, and I was stingy with my family and others. With the thought that I should live well, build a church, and help others, I studied real estate investment and took time out of my busy schedule. I went to work and focused on financial investment. However, in the end, the finances I gained through human efforts flew away in an instant like a house built on sand. When I followed God, I realized that affection was one of the many blessings that God gave me. So I entrusted my needs to God and realized that only what I plant is mine, and I began to plant with all my might. I was completely reborn. Being born again does not mean going into my mother's womb and being reborn, but pulling out the roots of my past and planting them in God. Now, my past does not affect me. Amen. God has made me realize all this through the Heavenly Church, where God lives and works. Amen. Now, God is using me as a leader who saves souls and saves souls with which God is most pleased. You are doing it . I give glory and praise to God who has answered prayers like a miracle and turned suffering into joy. Thank you LA.